Fading away

我的你的他

一个老朋友, 他有那么的一段往事.
若干年前, 年少梦是多么的天马行空
但他有了感情…
流水般的无限付出, 那时, 一切都很美..
如梦似幻的..
是纯真的爱..两小无猜的伴侣..

可惜, 雾水般的爱, 并不久远..
晨夕一过, 再美的雾, 终究要烟消云散..
然, 重拾了心情, 年少的创伤虽痛
但并不为他留下伤疤..

反而, 令他看清面前的路..
踏入他人生的令一阶段..
年轻少年时..
对未来充满憧憬,
满腔的狂热的追求一切来填补生活的空洞
但不再是爱情..

生命仿佛是有定律
冥冥之中, 安排了一个转捩点,
他, 又在人海中走入另一段感情
他, 无条件的交出真心..
在树上刻下永远的诺言
许下山盟海誓..

谁又知道,
人生是奥妙而不能预知
所以它存在着无数的未知..
他们始终不能圆梦,
圆不了当日树下的誓言

心, 不再是完美
然而却留下了伤痕..

这伤痕没打击沉他的斗志
朋友的扶持..
很快就走出阴霾..
对生命又多一份了解

离开了少年期,
慢慢步入另一个阶级..
对四周的好奇...
总有很多想法
更多了一份独立思想和拼劲

我也是从那时开始去了解他
一个对我来说..
是个怪人..
独特思想又鬼马的怪人
他有感染力
他有干劲
他有热诚
他有看法
不经意, 我被感染了..
爱上干傻事..
爱上对着烂东西..
爱上没头没路的音乐
爱上搞笑这玩艺..

偶遇
是世上最妙不可言的事
偏偏就落在他身上..
另一段生命插曲
又悄悄的演奏...
来自四处的祝福
为他们添上欢愉..

他真的附上所有...
因为, 他觉得他找到了
放弃梦想, 为了她
他觉得值得
撇下恶习, 为了他
他觉得应该
百般呵护
万般迁就
只因她是生命的主曲
就当一切活在童话..
命运又悄悄玩了小把戏

童话不再继续..
所有发生于一瞬间
不明不白的..
他们的感情又步入末期

他傻了眼...
一滴滴泪往心里流..
一幕幕往事往心里砸..
崩溃了..
他不知要如何挽回..
或者根本就是死症?

在我面前..
他不再强忍..
他, 哭了……..
我却帮不上忙..
只能给他我的精神支持

满腔热诚没了..
淋熄了..
哀莫大于心死..
心死了..
一切隋即完了..
没了灵感..
没了笑声..
没了触觉..
仿如行尸走肉

走不出的阴影..
他决定要离开..
因为, 时间并不能冲淡一切
远走是唯一的方法..

老朋友...
帮不上忙...
却附上我的祝福
和一首歌
<垃圾车>

愿你知道,
无论你身在多远..
多少无奈..
这里,永远有我们这一群
三年里, 你最珍贵的损友
我们的双手...
永远欢迎你回来..
给予鼓励和安慰


2006年2月18号

Neh, i have nothing to say to you.

Londoners..

Trafalgar Square, London.

Cutie..

Frankly, i don't really like meeting Juss. His appearance causes the disappearance of my 128 pounds. Since the first time he brought his cute little niece here, i feel that the money for the room rent has been paid back..

128 pounds to meet an adorable boy.. is it worth?

may be...

Bjork- Volta ( Limited Edition )

Finally it has come. I have bought it online for ages and i just received it today. Erm.. the album is a bit more to pop .. as a big fan of her i realized that the music composition has been slightly changed.. The vocal used to be 'chaos' in the verse , chorus etc.. but it's quite 'tidy' in this album. Anyway, she still maintained her uniqueness.. The difference is not that obvious as previous. For the concept and idea, i am still figuring out.. cheers!

Sainkho Namtchylak

Sainkho Namtchylak is a wanderer between the worlds (as a german idiom would describe it). She was a member of the national ensemble of Tuva, left the remote republic in the south of Siberia and lived in Moscow. There she met jazz musicians and started a new career in the west. She lived in Vienna, Berlin and Moscow, but she never forgot her homecountry. Every year she invited western musicians to perform in Kyzyl and to learn about her country, her culture and her music.






' Stepmother '(2001) is one of my favorite album recently.. I really love her throat singing or Khoonmei (呼麥)... She is an experimental singer and has turned 50! Her music enmeshes avant-jazz, electronica, modern composition and Tuvan influences.

http://rapidshare.com/files/14556276/Sainkho_Namtchylak.rar

password: NS4

From http://my.opera.com/STEFANfromPARIS/blog/2007/02/02/modern-world-musicsainkho-namtchylak

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